I started off summer 2006 without a clue of what I was going to do or how it would all turn out. All I was looking forward to was California cause I had known about that since October ( Read more... )

I am back from vacation and it was fun. We did a lot in California--saw a lot of places so that was good. Las Vegas is amazing...if you are 21. which I am not so that just means I have to go back when I am. I hardly got any color which makes me mad. All in all it was a good 9 days. I loved flying and I loved being away so I must take more vacations ( Read more... )

In two days I will be on a plane to california with my best friend and her mom aka my second mom. I can't wait to get away from this place and all these fucking people. There are about 5 people I like here right now and I wish I could take those people with me and not come back for awhile. Why is everyone turning out to be the biggest assholes ever

Things have been crazy the past couple of days. Thursday was work which is always exhausting and then katie came and slept over (like 3 people called me to do things thursday night and I found it amusing cause when I have plans everyone wants to hang out and when I dont I end up bored) then Katie and I bummed around and watched amazing TV all of ( Read more... )

Last night was bad. I broke down. It was a long time coming. It was late though and I didnt want to call anyone and wake them up. So i just sat in my room and cried until I could anymore and then went to bed. Sometimes I just need to do that. Cry out every emotion bottled up. I woke up this morning groggy but a hot shower snapped me out of it ( Read more... )

I know this may sound evil but when i hear something that may mean they are in the process of breaking up--i smile. She isn't good for him.

Tomorrow is a year. A whole year since I've seen him. It doesn't feel like it. but it is. I don't know what to think about it, feel about it, do about it. I'm pathetic when it comes to this. I know it, I just can't let go. ahhhh. it makes me sooo mad ( Read more... )

i have no idea why I'm writing in this to be honest with you. I am 99.9% positive nobody will even read it and I'm not exactly sure I will feel better about things after I finish. I am just in a horrible mood. Maybe it's cause of him or maybe it's because of some of my "friends" or maybe it's just me. I really miss last year. I miss high school. ( Read more... )

Well high school ended. Summer came. Summer ended. and nothing is the same. I don't even know how it all happened, when it happened, why it happened, but it did. Am i happy about it? I really don't know. The 3 years i spent at bayside truley were 3 great years. The people i spent my time with and made memories with were truley amazing people. But ( Read more... )

The infamous end of senior year entry. The one i've tried to write at least a 100 times and it never came out right. The one ive dreaded writing since day one of senior year. Tomorrow i take my last regents ever (which i dont even need to pass) and the next day we get out cap and gowns. It's real. Senior year is REALLY over. High School is REALLY ( Read more... )