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Screw being sad. For now at least. I have had two really good nights. With great people. i have a great group of friends. why be sad ( Read more... )

There is a lot of snow outside. Too much snow. For a weekend at least. I had a bad week. Im going to try and forget it. I really want to be happy. So im really going to try to say fuck you to everyone making me feel like shit. Sorry for the constant complaining. Im a whiner. It sucks. I'm going to be happy. I will. I'm going to make it happen for ( Read more... )

I cant do this anymore. I cant. I cant watch my dad sit in this depression any longer. I wish i could just find him a job. Find one he'd be good at. Find something that will make him happy. I wish i could take all of the family problems we have and make them vanish. I cant stand the fighting between my parents anymore. The unhappy mood that sits ( Read more... )

Such a bad day. The not sleeping..the feeling like shit..the crying all the way to school...FREEZING so bad words can not describe...failing my history and math final...crying the WHOLE way to work cause i felt like such shit and all i wanted to do was go home and have my grandma in the kitchen with a hot cup of soup for me. But that couldnt happen ( Read more... )

I am in a really bad mood. I dont even know why. maybe cause its going to be frigid cold all of this week and i have to take buses to school. maybe i'm just way too lonely. Whatever. I dont know ( Read more... )

What a weekend. Good and Bad. Not dwelling on the bad. RENT last night. amazing. details later. I have to go finish my massive amount of history homework. Can't wait til this regents is over. Its going to be freezing this week. I cant wait for those 6:30AM bus rides in the negative degree weather. Awesome.

I hate the way I'm feeling lately. I can't sort through my emotions. I can't stand crying. Yet lately its something i've been doing quite often. Nothing makes sense to me anymore. People I trusted and would kill for are treating me like shit. I'd do anything to go back in time and change a few things. I hate my obsessive-complusiveness. I hate the ( Read more... )

i dont feel comfortable. i dont want to be myself anymore. I'm bored with myself i guess. Or maybe im bored with the things i do. I need some type of change. Maybe i need to do different things. Maybe meet some new people. Only i dont know where i could meet new people. Maybe if i hang out with different people and do differnet things ill feel ( Read more... )

Every year on your birthday, you will get at least one person that asks you if you feel different/older and most of the time you look at them like they are crazy and reply with a "i dont feel different/older at all" I know this happens to me on my birthday every year but not this year. I woke up on Tuesday just feeling different. It was weird. It ( Read more... )