Just know,
when my spirit breaks
you won't hear it snap.

I suppose the best way to metaphorically and symbolically portray my week and, in the near future, my life, would be to compare it to a fight, a very painful everyone-I-know against me fight.  It’s as though I was whistling happily to myself, standing alone causing nobody any harm.  Then, as I began to realize that I was alone, and became rather ( Read more... )

Okay, here’s the other thing. All week I’ve been asking my dad if I can go for driving with him. He, Monday, said tomorrow. Tuesday he said no, I don’t think I even asked Wednesday and when I asked tonight he said yes but “only for a short one.” Sure I need the driving practice/experience, but I really just like talking to him and him talking ( Read more... )

It seems like I’m always really late for things like wanting to drive and wanting to leave, maybe its just me, late for everything. I don’t really know, but lately I have been wishing that I could come home to my house or apartment or something. Coming home her, to my house, is like loading a gun, pointing it at your foot and intentionally ( Read more... )

"It was the best of times; it was the worst of times ( Read more... )

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My life is looking, finally, like it has purpose. I think I have found what it is I want to do in life. And I am really excited ( Read more... )

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Andrew has a boyfriend.

"I want the one I can't have
and its driving me mad
its written all over my face"

"See, I've already waited too long
and all my hope is gone"

"Two lovers entwined pass me by
and heaven knows I'm miserable now"

This would have been a lot longer, but the Smiths sum up almost everything.

I Just thought I would let you all see what I look like drunk.

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