do not respond to any emails from me regarding anime, face book, or msn.

i am not good at expressing my feelings and often i don't. but i just have to tell you, i love you. if you are reading this i refer to you.

P.S.
sorry i come off as a hard ass

i booked off the halloween party at my work and was looking forward to drinking in disguise but i now must work for amber because she is getting her wisdom teeth removed. she thinks she will still be able to work. i think i'm not bothering to get a costume. oh well shit happens.

everyone has been there. last night during dinner hour during all the chaos and stupidity i just felt so alone. it isn't like i expect every one to be able to cook as well as i can but i feel like a barrier has been put up between me and the rest of the cooks. it is like they can't even operate on the same wave length as me. maybe i could handle ( Read more... )

not the fiddle and definitely not bub's. the second floor lounge i miss going there mainly because cobourg offers no such venue. i have finally noticed that pubs are not fun actually they are depressing. every day of the week you see the same people. they are there not for a good time but to get away. just a bunch of people escaping home and family ( Read more... )

every four years anyone cooking in ontario must take a food handlers course nothing has changed since the last time i took the damn thing but tommorow i have to go and pretend to pay attention for four hours and then again on the twenty second followed by the third time i will have recieved 100% on this no brainer test. it is a pretty lame way to ( Read more... )

i had a dream the other night that was completely in anime form. conclusion too much star ocean. battle trophies ahoy! seriously though i didn't think dreams could be in the form of a cartoon. I always though it was like the fact that you can't turn on or off a light in a dream, which apparently you can't.

hours are being cut down drasticly where i work while skot and i save up for all those immportant move the heck out of your parents place items. if you know me at all you might remember that i don't know how to enter buildings like walmart, hell i think i may have spelt it wrong. so when i buy a broom it is twenty dollars as opposed to two. mind ( Read more... )

once again i have the internet and this means i am back. got drunk and hoped Allie was in town for thanks giving. she wasn't i know because i knocked on every door in her moms building. bye.

i was riding off to the court house for a new test implemented by the government. a series of little tasks to determine if i was to aggressive to be a part of society if i failed i went to jail and counseling. every one had to take it. i was in a group of about six people and the girl conducting the test was an absolutely gorgeous and cheerful ( Read more... )