It's been a very long time since last on here.
things have changed alot
mind you i still love the same man.
but where is he now
where we left off 
when i started this journal
well
that is
we 
both
are
alone
me
him

this past friday 11 nove went to the club with a group of friends was great then Chriss offered to take me home so I accepted.
Didn't get home till early sat morning!
he told me that he has 3 more times to go to ottowa with his brother till he gets to have more time at home.

Lastnight Keven came by 4 pm ( Read more... )

I went to the nin concert with Drew on Thursday Nov 10th, It was great not only because i got to see NIN but also that I hadn't seen Drew in such a long time and I missed him so. I will admit i was kinda nervius of meeting him for the first time in a while but it went super ( Read more... )

Well finally i've updated my journal, yes it's been a long time been too busy with other things in life. However things are going well and Things are starting to seem brighter for me than i once thought was just gonna keep getting worse.

Have you ever known anything to truly satisfy the existential itch in your mind? Nothing ever has. Nothing ever will. Momentarily you may satisfy it, but even if you do, notice that "over there," there's just one more thing. As long as you hold yourself apart, there's always something you have to get or get away from ( Read more... )

Happy Bithday Kevin
and I am very proud of you for obaying what I told you to do.
I am so looking forwards for today.

well look who's comming back to Toronto in concert and guess who's going again ( Read more... )

So I'm going for a CATSCANE April 20th because for some reson my doctor and the throut doc. couldn't find anything wrong with my x-rays, But there has to be something wrong because I have been having pain in my sineses and pain right under my eyes and around my jaw area. I dont know whats going on I know it can't be anything really bad but still it ( Read more... )

I am thinking of taking a course in Nursing in college, it's a 2 yrs program with a deploma then I might just expand my knowledge within the area and go for another 2 yrs ( Read more... )