First the first time in a long time. I feel depressed. I might just go be a hermit until August.

So my life for the last week has been rather shitty yet fun. Now I'm 19 and I only have 2 more years left for fun and all but I've also been In a reallly reallllllly bad mood lately. I have done some drumming which has been awesome. Tonight I reread some letters from someone I kinda dated like a LONG ass time ago and i read this: "you're a freakin ( Read more... )

So tomorrow I have to get up at like 5 to drive my mother to the airport. Last couple days have been pretty hard, I've been dealing with the whole ADD thing more and it hasnt been good. It makes me feel like a bad person and other people too. I'm not really for any kind of commitment right now, I barely feed my fish. And I see him every morning, my ( Read more... )

so today i got up early to drive sam home for mothers day and go out with my mama, that was 9:10, it's now 10:30 and nothing has happend. I saved 123 dollars from the last to weekends in tips for tattoos but I need to get the tattoo tomorrow but then i have a show on wednesday so i have no idea if this is going to work out with getting the tattoo ( Read more... )

So friday for the first time in a long ass time I didn't work. So Lunacy (Saxon, me alex and sam) plus alex's girlfriend went bowling. Well before bowling me and Lauren went to goodwill and i got a hat and a shirt. Bowling was fun. Saxon had never ever been bowling before which i found odd, isn't there bowling in England? He wants to go bowling ( Read more... )

TUES JAN 23RD - 6:00 pm TILL 10PM $5 ( Read more... )

so I'm in San Diego which is kinda boring, I'm just stilling around. BUT I got Os Catalepticos - One more Tattoo cd and Nekromantix's first "hellbound"......so yeah 2 great psychobilly cds at one time, fuck yeah plus i got a demented are go patch for me and one for sam plus a plasmatics one for sam. anyways not like anyone is gonna read this but i ( Read more... )

So I'm leaving today for 2 weeks. All i wanna do is have a cuddle puddle with fine ladys right now but instead i have to pack and shit. San Diego will be warm and shit but my mother is gonna be around me way too much and being down there isn't a big deal anymore since i have cable here too now and tv sucks...so i have nothing to do....nothing. I'm ( Read more... )

so this weekend was odd. Friday work was wierd and i was anxoius the whole time. I picked Sam after work, we went to get cigs, mcdonalds and saw Teren. Basicly it was rare these days since me and her have been randomly apart. I really love her and she told me that I've been hurting her feelings and that we have been fighting too much so thats why ( Read more... )

hahahahahaha i just realized how i can't remember how long it's been since i've had a real kiss and i realized that all i talk about on livejournal is how i never get laid. haha i just remembered how i have a picture of lauren's tittys that i'm gonna post now on christinas page. anyways though.....i have my house to myself until saturday, isn't ( Read more... )