I can't stop fuckin crying about her, I can't sleep, everything has lost its appeal, and all I can think about is her. I need this pain to end ( Read more... )

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Well I'm at my Grandma's house right now with Big Mike, and we just ate ribs. I'm eating pineapple and Mike's sittin on the couch deep throatin strawberries. We went on a golf cart ride and tried to find Marissa's house and we found 2 houses that had screened in pools. Both of them had nobody home so we went back home. Summer is officially in swing ( Read more... )

"Area religious leaders say there is no cause for alarm, but a professor in England studying an ancient manuscript of the New Testament claims the number 666 -- long believed to symbolize the devil or the antichrist -- was mistranslated,the correct number, he said, is 616," Think it's a coinsidence that the last 3 digits of my name are "616"? See ( Read more... )

Well not only do we not have any gas, which means no hot water, but we just discovered that there's a water line in the attic that's corroded thru and was leaking. So we had to shut the water off so it won't flood my parents room. The plumbers are suppose to come over today and fix it. I stayed home today b/c I couldn't get to sleep last night till ( Read more... )

Well this weekend has been actually pretty kool. Friday night was goin to the movies with Brown and Chrissy. We went to see Amityville Horror, but only cuz they wanted to I was totally peer pressured into it, and it actually wasn't as scarey as I thought it was. The first one was a hell of alot worse, but the new one scared the hell outa Brown. ( Read more... )

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I want to open my mind and let my thoughts flow into words that others can read and will last forever, but I don't think it would be worth it. I feel like it's pointless and doesnt' make a difference, and honestly I feel like i'm just whining and should fuckin suck it up and stop acting like a little fuckin kid. AHHH this is so fuckin hard. The ( Read more... )

Well it's like fuckin 3:15 in the morning and I can't sleep, which is really not a good thing b/c I have TAKS tomorrow, but my mind won't just shut the hell off and let me sleep. And of course the OCD doesn't help in this case either, especially when i've got something on my mind that is a big deal to me. All I can think about is Military Ball, and ( Read more... )