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so i've finally had a chance to breathe; to hide away on a bed with soft, fresh sheets and a candle and a cup of tea. the past week has been incredible, the past month full of new things, and the past two months absolutely life-changing ( Read more... )

i actually cannot bear to look at this journal anymore. i feel as though the me in the past (whilst it got me where i am today...) isn't the me i am really. right now, i'm not obsessive, or anxious, or lonely, or melancholic - none of the emotions i livejournally claimed to be. i hope i get to see enough of everyone soon so you can see that i'm not ( Read more... )

do you know my news? some of you i have told in a mad giddy rush of words and memories and othertimes i have felt a bit shy. but i promise that the main thing is that i am really, really happy right now ( Read more... )

i had the most fun yesterday, and the lesson to be learnt is that i had no expectations whatsoever ( Read more... )

keeping myself nicely filled up with sleep has meant that it's numbed the feelings that a lack of sleep magnifies ( Read more... )

my dreams have been so vivid and accurate to real life recently ( Read more... )

oh i don't know ( Read more... )

i just want to remember that right now i feel really, really happy ( Read more... )

i like making new friends that instantly joke around as though you've known each other for ages. especially if the joke is a poke on the shoulder during the radiohead gig to quote sisqo at you ( Read more... )