i'm finding a sort of pleasure in the extremes of my daily routine right now ( Read more... )

it's raining

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the past few mornings i've woken up really early, my body hurting and my mind cloudy
just lying and feeling my arms and legs ache
and normally someone will ring and remind me about the day and i'll know i've been lying for hours but i've forgotten how to get up

bon iver is pretty

i feel like this is the first time in ages i've started to ( Read more... )

so, i've decided to face my fear and write a bit more in this again. i feel like everyone knows how i feel all the time anyway, so i had retreated into a paper diary. since i don't keep secrets from you guys, the vague gist of my paper diary is that i begin each entry in a flurry of emotion and end in a calmer state. i normally start by questioning ( Read more... )

There's no warm place left to go ( Read more... )

ok ok ( Read more... )

so the "overwrought emotions" which governed my livejournal are being tamed ( Read more... )

so... my laptop broke last week, the day before an essay deadline ( Read more... )

6am looks really beautiful
i have gone slightly insane
i have giggled at bread
and returned to my computer, and completely forgotten what my essay is meant to be about

i have my hood up, eating jelly tots
i just stared out a man, watched him wander around the cluster

then

he disappeared

i asked louise where he went

and he was sat behind us!

ALL ALONG!

i think my first dance... if i were to ever have a wedding... would have to be to sigur ros

 so ( Read more... )