if it hurts,
kiss it better
you wear skirts,
i write nice letters
never said nothing with flowers
though we always talked for hours
and it seems to get much colder
when you cry on your own shoulder
and we know the show
must go on
guess i know
i guess i'll throw on

some jefferson airplane
i'm trapped and i am enclosed
but i won't complain
i'll open all the windows
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poor little livejournal....

everyone seems to have forgotten you.

worthless [wurth-lis]

-adjective without worth; of no use, importance, or value; good-for-nothing: a worthless person; a worthless contract.
cheap, contemptible, counterproductive, cultus, despicable, empty, futile, inconsequential, ineffective, ineffectual, inferior, insignificant, inutile, meaningless ( Read more... )

I'm reading in church tomorrow.  in front of a lot of people.  hmmm.

in other news, i have a

1. My ex is still... alive?  lol weird question
2. I am listening to.... my brother playing a video game
3. Maybe I should... work on my college applications
4. I love.... band :)
5. My best friends... give good hugs
6. I don't understand... mean people
7. I lost ( Read more... )

I am in the wonderful state of Nebraska right now. which is enjoyable. the car ride wasnt bad seeing as i was asleep (in a coma) for most of it, so the 10 hours felt more like 4 or 5. its fun to see the fam again. im taking pictures, so everyone can see them, and can see what sums up Iowa, basically nothing. i might go to the zoo tomorrow, which ( Read more... )

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think ( Read more... )

updates

*working.  a lot.  come to the beach to visit me.  that is not a request.
*i got my braces off
*i got my act scores back :)
*i bought a whole bunch of stuff for band camp.  sweet stuff.
*white elephant sale @st marys = fantastic
*teaching swimming lessons for the next two weeks. hmmm....
*im a loser and havent hung out with anyone in forever.

yup ( Read more... )

guess whos getting their braces off july sixth?

hey lovelies

im blowing you all kisses goodbye

im gone from early tomorrow to late saturday for girls state.

i will miss you all very much.

especially everyone who came to visit me at the beach.  which would be no one.  ha.

see you in a week.

do not underestimate bored, evil little ten year olds who dont have any parent supervision.

i get to the beach yesterday morning, and the giant lifeguard stand was DUG UP and MOVED TO THE MIDDLE OF THE BEACH!

oh.
my.
gosh.

i had to spend the next hour moving it back.  so this morning it had so better be in the right place.  or i am going to rage.  and ( Read more... )