i can't believe she's really gone rest in peace mama
august 28, 1961 - july 30, 2010

i quit my stupid job because they haven't paid me in a month and owe me at least 1000 bucks. i'll miss the free icecream but i won't miss the bullshitttt. em's grocery store over on fire island needs help and the manager is this gay kid KC i went to highschool with so it should be gravayyyy to get another job.i want to start sewing again i wanna ( Read more... )

it's a stupid board game

bummed

if i don't make it to punk island i'm gonna be bummedddd

i always think i can do this but i can'ttttttt i'm not strong enough to live with outttt youuuuuuuuu ( Read more... )

i've been doing everything i possibly can to escape the shitstick that's become my reality. i've been re-reading good ol' books and escaping into different worlds. i had a fucking field day when i went to barns n nobles with my sis the other day grabbing every book i dug off the shelves but in the end decided to slip only one into my bag cos the ( Read more... )

ant held onto me while i cried like a lil baby bitch about how nothin's fair and all that nonsense. he is emotionally inept as i am but he listens to me and tries real hard to make me feel better. he does
but i think we're both pretty burnt out at this point in more ways than one. hopefully pullin' it together enough to drag my ass to soho tonight

got some sleep last night and had a really good sandwich today so things are looking up i suppose. the start of the day was utter crap but i cleaned the kitchen and saw some old turkish pals and went to the bay so i'll just forget about the first part ( Read more... )

if i see one more of those fucking 50 cents for breast canccer KFC buttfucking buckets commercials i'm gonna burn the mothafucker down ( Read more... )