i think in the past two days i have eaten 9 chocolate kisses ( Read more... )

:) X ONE MILLION.

haha i typed my user name thing to log on at tooth_paste ( Read more... )

zero calorie diet

hope that helps^^i'm starting it tomorrow.

well, things have been going okay. i have no more coke to keep me going, but whatever i'm done with that. i've really been thinking about speed lately, like i really want to do it. i have no idea where do get it though, nobody knows where the helld to get it, or what it even is. and i'm thinking their dumb.

this weekend i got to chill with paul<3 i ( Read more... )

so. i was right. we were all right. haha. it's kinda funny. things work out never for me. eh, it's not like i want it anymore.

weight is good because of my lovely :)

tired now though.

well, yesterday was intereseting ( Read more... )

so it's done. and it's leaving me helpless. i wanted things towork, i alwasy say shit, but when the end comes, i'm devastated. he was my bestfriend

then he was my boyfriend

now he's neither.

i just want it all back.

i haven't weighed myself yet, but all i had today was a salad with no fat dressing, cream of wheat with nonfat milk, and a half piece of toast NO butter. :)

and yesterday night iwa s about 128 with binging and such, so tomorrow morning i'll let you know the real results

i feel so happy right now.!! LOSING. by halloween i should be 122, GOAL! i'm not ( Read more... )

hmmm. idk what to do. i don't like us going out, but i don't like us not. i cna't imagine us not, or going back to being just friends, idk why, this fucking sucks and i know he likes me now, but i HATE WITH A PASSION when he texts katie when he's w ith me and won't text me when he's with her. it's like i'm the other woman. it's like i'm the ( Read more... )