so ia m writing to you all about what i feell.

i love anoerexia and i love fucking drinkig and i love my boyfriend.

thi thing is onl;yh two of the three are known. he donese't knowi love him.

oh and tonight jeff and i started to fuck in my car without a condom and i just said i coulnd't cause i can't have his baby! he even just said three "pumps" but i don't want to do that and risk it and also not get pleasured myself ( Read more... )

Well, just to see what's going on. Hmmm ( Read more... )

laura dont' leave, i miss you.

tired. got gym membership. yay.

i love albainians.

soooo i don't like things  and stuff. i dont' know whatever. ineedsex. tomorrow starting december first i'm not eathing bad shit for the whole month.

game?>

I love salt :) 
I love SALT L
i love SALT LI
i love SALT LIN
I love SALT LINE
I love SALT LINES
:)

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this whole thing is coming back to me now. and this weekend so much non eating shit is going down. fucking happy as hell. but now i have a boyfreinda gain haha. i'm just a serial dater, even though none of them measure up to my expectations, like am i asking to muc when i want

brains?
looks?
non smoke weed/drugs
goals
good grades
nice
and loves me or ( Read more... )