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it feels like i'm drowning and everyone i know is standing around watching, remarking on how it'll be okay because i'm such a strong swimmer.

hmm. i haven't updated in a while. i guess a lot has happened. i decided i wanted to go into student affairs instead of art. i got into both grad schools i applied to, buff state and canisius. and now i just have to pick between the two. at least they're both in buffalo. i also applied to a ton of RD jobs all over, so we'll see. it's looking like ( Read more... )

my head really hurts ( Read more... )

oops, i did it again.

i drew another zombie fetus. (follow the link and then click the image to make it bigger)

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i've had a sore throat for the past few weeks, which was nothing new. the doctors here are amazing, they practice modern medicine. they gave me antibiotics, i'll find out in a few days that i don't have strep for sure. my throat still kind of hurts though my tonsils are significantly smaller. so we'll see i guess ( Read more... )

potsdam was fun, i saw a lot of people i miss. i slept in the same room as kait which always proves to be interesting. i think she watches me sleep, because she's mildly creepy like that. every time we sleep in the same room she always has a story about something i did. whether it's "you started breathing heavily/angrily and it got stronger and ( Read more... )

i don't like talking on the phone. i think that's a well known fact. sometimes when my cell phone rings i'll let it go to voicemail because i genuinely don't feel like talking on it. i feel trapped. like you're supposed to focus all of your attention on this one person. i like my cell phone better than say, a landline, because i'm not restricted to ( Read more... )

yesterday i got gassed out of suny new paltz's library. it was horrible. i tried to fight it, i tried really hard. but it was inevitable. apparently the girls here do not use deodorant. that's fine if you don't have B.O. i wanted to die. and there i was, innocently trying to research for ceramics project/print stuff ( Read more... )

the move went well except i'm pretty sure i accidentally threw my passport out in the process.... i'm not entirely sure but i've searched through just about everything and it's not there. bitter sweet. i'm going to call my landlord tomorrow just to double check. it's $100+ to replace ( Read more... )