So what do you do when nothing seems to cut it?  What happens when you give all you've got and it's still not enough?  Everything will work out fine in the end if I just keep my head down and haul my ass through it, right?  It's the standard operating phrase.  People throw it out as a cure-all for any and all levels of crisis.  I do too.  What else ( Read more... )

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I am so far behind in my classes and it's only the third week of school.  That's how hardcore I rock.  I am dropping a class and while I'll be a full-time student still, it'll be weird.  Oh well, who needs to graduate in four year anyways?  I might change my major anyways so can I get a holla at a sixth-year senior?  Classes are fun for the most ( Read more... )

OOOOOH back to school and it feels so gooood.  I'm glad to be back for the most part.  I am sooo glad to be back in Grand Rapids even though it was awesome to hang out with Emi and Tricia in Ypsi and Adrian.  And Zack, who came up for a couple days ( Read more... )

Explosive diarrhea.

Public humiliation.

Bacon covered cauliflower.

Just a few things that would be better than being here.  HA I knew I would complain.  I'm so predictable.  What's more predictable?  Me "awwwww"ing a cute kitten.  Making a stupid face.  Or a stupid comment.  Making Trish and Ali's room smell like burning asshole.  Oh, and those are ( Read more... )

I am stuck.  It feels like I am still twelve years old.  Obviously, I'm not.  I have an apartment and I'm in college.  But really, I just can't wrap my mind around it.  I can't believe I'm on my own.  In a lot of ways, I am the same.  But I am different in some pretty fundamental ways.  How much can one change before ceasing to be who they were and ( Read more... )

Because Ali and Tricia are asleep, I have to amuse myself somehow. So here is the survey Tricia did in her LJ a couple posts ago.

THE 13:

1. Alice in Chains, Dirt. Grunge needs to make a comeback. Too much emo. Back to the basics.
2. Resident Evil: Apocalypse Soundtrack. Slipknot, Lacuna Coil, APC, Killswitch Engage, Rammstein, Cradle of Filth, CKY ( Read more... )

Has Kelly dropped off the face of the earth? NO! I am back, friends and neighbors. Well, I never really went anywhere, I just kind of shut down for a while. What's to tell? I am so beyond broke. Um, I went to see Smile Empty Soul with Tricia, as most of you who read this already know from Tricia's LJ. There were four opening bands of varying ( Read more... )

The concert last night was KICKASS. Jourdan didn't go so Marjan and her friend Tim bought the two extra tickets. The Mars Volta did not suck as I thought they might based on others' opinions. They played thirty minutes straight...that is talent. Eight-man bands rock. Red Hot Chili Peppers were awesome of course. They did Under the Bridge for ( Read more... )

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHH shoot me now.