Well I would have to say that my life has changed so much sence the last time I actually wrote in this journal.. I still work two jobs and everything but I have alot of new people in my life and and lot of my old friends are no longer in my life... things happen and life moves on... but yeah... I really dont know what to write but im just going on ( Read more... )

There is alot that has changed sence I last wrote on here.. My grandmother has past away and I am no longer with Stephanie which is good.. I live in my own place and Im seeing a girl by the name Lisa she is the best thing that has happen to me.. But anyways my life has gotten better and im just glad that it has... I look at things different and go ( Read more... )

I am sitting here in my room trying not to be upset about things that are bothering but it just aint working.. i have tryed everything and i have yet to cry because i know once i do that i will feel a little better about things but until then i am just going to have an upset mind... My gram is in a nursing home and i am not taking it so easy i hate ( Read more... )

There is this feeling that i have not felt in along time.. And w hen i first met you i thought you was the one for me.. And i think i was right.. I really think i am in love with you.. The feeling i feel seems so full and so right that i might just want to be with you forever and always.. when the time is right i think i might ask you to be mine ( Read more... )

My mind is going nuts over some one that is specail to... And its going nuts becuase i cant see that specail someone for a nother couple of days and it sucks so bad.. but i will get thru it i am sure.. i have mad it this far.. but i just wish that time would go by faster but it ant going to and it sucks.. But this one is a short one because i dont ( Read more... )

I talked to brad a few days ago and he has been talking about building a house for us and all that kind of stuff that married people talk about.. if you know what i mean... It just seems a little weird that is all.. But i will not if he is for real until i actually get to see him in person.. He is off at school becoming a trucker...He seems to real ( Read more... )

Well its another day and all I have thought about is Brad and how he is comming home from school on vacation.. For almost a month.. So i cant wait to see him.. and actually be able to hold his hand and all that bf and gf stuff.. And maybe further our relationship in many ways at that the time he comes home. I love him and want to be with him for ( Read more... )

There is Guy in my life and his name is Brad he means the world to me. Long distance relastionships never work but this one is going great we may not see each other all the time or talk all the time but i tell you what i miss him like crazy and i LOVE him with all my heart.. I am hopping that he will ask me to marry him some day.. I kind hope its ( Read more... )

Well its just another day and its been a while sence i last wrote in my journal.. There is a specail someone in my life and i just dont know how to deal with some of the things that is going on in her life.. i am trying my hardest to deal with it as much as i can.. I am going to try it as much as i can.. i really dont know how to explane what is ( Read more... )

Well it is just another day. except that its raining out and its shitty..On Thursday around 4 i got in a car accedent and messed up my baby..( CAR ) Now i have to wait and see what the insurce companys have to say.. But i all ready now whos fault it was.. But yeah.. I missed two days of work because of the accedent.. But other then that i am doing ( Read more... )