1. How old will you be in five years?
25 years old. Or a quarter of a century old as my little sister likes to say.

2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
My Uncle Mario and his girlfriend Tina. We had a grand 'ol time.

3. How tall are you?
5' 3"

4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
hm. Oh school being over.

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I feel very helpless.  I was watching Labyrinth the other night, and there's a part where the main character Sarah, falls through this tunnel with all these hands . Just hands, all around, like flowers on a vine. (It's a Jim Henson movie, 'nough said)  She's barely even screaming, she's just reaching out, scrambling and free-falling.  The way I'd ( Read more... )

This week has been back and forth. Good and not so good.  I'm trying to beat myself back into a nromal routine but I keep letting the procrastinator or the lazy-ass in me win.  And it bothers me.  I know it's all tied to a lot of subconscious stuff, but at this point I don't give a crap. Everyone has problems, I need to get over it.  I realized the ( Read more... )

It is on nights like tonight that I feel like I'll never be the same.  Like I really am an island even though they say no one is an island unto themselves.  It's nights like tonight I worry that in ten years from now I'll look back and be disappointed.  Like too much has changed and my brain doesn't know how to deal with it all. The unfairness of ( Read more... )

One of the best songs for my situation.. ever.. lol

"Nothing is so good it lasts eternally
Perfect situations must go wrong
But this has never yet prevented me
Wanting far too much for far too long.
Looking back I could have played it differently
Won a few more moments who can tell
But it took time to understand the man
Now at least I know I know him well ( Read more... )

Just got back from hanging out with my lovely Ashley and Kelly.  Gotta love those girls.  I love that I can just talk to Ashley. She listens. and I listen to her. It's such a good relationship that we have haha ( Read more... )

I'm bored.. and this sounded fun ( Read more... )

He speaks to my soul in a way that no other can.  Is it possible that a person such as this exists?  We'll have to see.

I'd like to get away from earth awhile
And then come back to it and begin over.

Once could do worse than be a swinger of birches.

I haven't updated in a really long time. A lot seems to be different.  My life is definitely in a good place at the moment, and up until a few days ago I felt the best I'd felt in awhile, maybe ever.  However, I lost my grandma a few days ago.  I could go into a long entry about the amazing person she was, what she did for me, and how much I just ( Read more... )

Sunday is over.  Usually, normally, I would be all upset about that.  But I like my week. I like having things to do.  Don't get me wrong. I couldn't do without my lazy Sunday's, but just the same, when Monday comes and it's back to 7-11 in the morning, and warming up my car, and really fast morning showers, I feel way more alive than I do when I ( Read more... )