Man have i felt like shit for awile now... i hate everything going on in my life, i feel really lonly and sad, i have lost everyone and i feel just so left out and it really hurts that no one feels the same or even cares. It really hurts!! I really wish i could have someone to run to but i dont. nobody is the same or even feels the same. Im really ( Read more... )

man why do i fall for it every time.... why do i think someone acually cares?
i really dont have ANYONE never have i really cant trust anyone! i never will ever again!!!!! i will do everything for me and just go out to have fun i wont talk to anyone about anything important or be close to anyone ill just not care...

UHHH IM SOOOOOOO FUCKING PISSED THE FUCK OFF I FUCKING HATE BRANDON AND I FUCKING HATE SCOTY AND I FUCKING HATE CHRIS AND MOST OF ALL I FUCKING HATE MYSELF...I DONT THINK IT COULD HAVE GOTEN ANY WORSE WHO COULD DO THAT TO THEMSELFS I FEEL LIKE FUCKING SHIT AND I DONT KONW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE. PLUSS THE WORSE FUCKING SHIT IS THERE IS NO ONE I CAN GO ( Read more... )

Not to much to say went to the othodontised today and they took molds of my mouth and x-rays and other "fun" stuff... umm not much has been happening things have been really bla latly and im just so ready for summer.. what is taking so long???

I guess you can say not a lot has been going on lately or you can say a lot has been going on lately depends on how you look at it ( Read more... )

I think i kinda sorta a little bit not to sure yet like someone ( Read more... )

WOW what a day, what a week, camping was fun nothing outstanding but it was fun lots and lots of smores hehe ( Read more... )

Oh man spring break has been awesome ( Read more... )

Well i went to Bradenton last night with nick to go race with him. It was ok but i felt gulty the whole time so. The race only lasted like 17 sec. i thought it would be longer then that but nick beat the guy so its all good. He wanted to go again but i made him leave because i thought i was going to have to pick up bre. The whole way back he was ( Read more... )

Man tonight mai calls me and asks if i want to go out to eat i tell her i have no money and shes like i'll pay so i was like wtf. I picked her up and we couldnt think of anywhere to go so we went to ruby tuesday in the mall. We got this really funny fat ass guy but he was really nice and funny. He tells us its happy hour and what sodas they have. I ( Read more... )