To say that you understand anorexia is a lie, unless you have gone through it. Lately I've been researching a lot on the topic. Or to be more correct fasinated by it. I found every photo of me when I was going through it. In these pictures I saw myself lose 50lbs in a matter of months. Honestly I'm amazed my family didn't see it. In those ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I've been on here, lets see if I can keep it up. It's amazing what you get out of a drunken night with a friend. So yeah like i said we will see how long I can keep this up.

today went like this. Work work work. And then I went to Ricks and took a nap for like 2 1/2 hours Randy walked in with some clothes, and I'm really afraid he's moving back in! Then I came home. I've not had a headache yet today knock on wood. But I'm going this weekend or someitme soon to get myself a doctor b/c I have health insurence now from ( Read more... )

So it's been what a million years since I last posted..I'm going to seriously make a very strong effort to post as much as I possible can from now on. I miss this thing anyway. I spent three hours with Rick last night on here reading my previous posts, it made me see how insecure I was with every thing. With my whole life in general. I felt rather ( Read more... )

It brushes the grass with delicate fingers.
Whispering notes of songs forgotten.
An echo of memory.
Here and then gone.
Leaving me breathless.
Always wanting more.
But time keeps rolling.

I don't think I've been this kind of sad in over two years. Geeze my heart hurts....

Am I losing you?
Are we coming to an end?
What happened to those nights of summer?
What happened to our days of laughter?
Is this how it will be from now on?

I miss you.
I don't want you to leave.
Just hold me.
Because I miss you.

geeze, it's been a while since I've last wrote, I feel bad I've neglected this thing for so long sorry LJ haha. Five more months until I graduate, I'm happy. It's funny that a lot of people on here who've I've friended have been with me since my first year of high school. And for that thank you.

I sent out my application to Dalton last night, when it asked what I wanted to major in I was a tad taken back for a moment, b/c it seemed so final. I mean I know it's not and basically I can change any time b/c apparently that's how college works or so I'm told, but I'm majoring in secondary education, with a minor in english. I'll be going to ( Read more... )

At this moment I'm feeling very sexy and rather seductive, watch out boys even if I don't act upon my thoughts it'll be fun to mess with yours. ~.^ haha!