its about damn time rush got his smug ass kicked..! damn, this is getting good..

happy thanksgiving everyone!

you know you're truly fucked when your car gets reposessed at 1 am pst.

thanks karma, i really must have had it coming. i mean, sure, who needs a job? a roof over their head? clothes on their back? gas in their, wait, scratch the car. what are you gonna do to me next? ugh.

wishy washy chris scrapes by again.. he's hot, but man he needs to pump it up.

yay! whiny bitchy greasy haired nicolas finally gets what's comin to him.

a very special woman died a year ago today.

i love you mom. i'll keep you in my thoughts and dreams always.

i HATE nicolas.. come someone PLEASE kick that slimy little bitch's ass?

its been 11 months, mom. i havent had the nightmares lately.. so thats progress right there. i think about you more and more lately as the 1 year mark approaches.. i cant believe how fast a year has gone by, but it still seems unreal that you're gone.

i love you, i miss you.

ugh. insomnia again, AND now im sitting up several times a night.. fucking stress.. FUCKING STRESS! last time i did the sitting up thing, i whacked my head but good.. i thought this was behind me.

graduated as a dental assistant on friday, im excited.. it's a nice feeling, to study and work hard for a new career.. im really looking forward to applying my newfound skills and knowledge ( Read more... )

woke up sobbing again ( Read more... )