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I am emotionally and physically exhausted from trying to live up to your standards. You're never really going to care about anything but yourself. Stop dragging me down. Maybe it's time I just stop caring, because you expect way too much of me for not wanting to be with me. I just don't know if I can do this anymore. -
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I look in the mirror and see how gross I've become. Now I know why it was so easy for you to leave me behind like yesterday's trash. You say you're not superficial, but I know how society really is. Now you snuggle up to a troll while I was trying to become the butterfly I could be again. Stay in the swamp of your decision. Keep telling me the lies ( Read more... ) -
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I feel like I'm living two different lives. One where I want to pursue a new happiness. One where I sit here and pine for the unattainable. I need to just move on and feel better about myself but it's really hard. I miss him. I hate him. I love him. It really don't make a lot of sense. I am angry for what he has done and how he makes me feel. -
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I feel so ridiculously alone in this. My feelings torn in two, I'm stretched beyond compare. My life hurts and one second I am fine, the next not so much. I try to not be vendetive. Sometimes it's hard to play fair because it sure feels like the cards I've been dealt are by someone who's been cheating. I hate cheaters. I guess what they say about ( Read more... ) -
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Holy crap. I am ridiculously tired. It's been a very long couple of days. Part of me can't wait to go back to work from this shutdown because at least it's more of a routine then all this time off. I feel like it's going to be very beneficial in the healing process of this breakup. Plus then I have more people to talk to. I dread the winter ( Read more... ) -
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I feel like my world has been turned upside down. Things aren't the waybi thought they would be and part of me still feels like maybe things could get better. -
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