I'm so depressed. I'm tired of this. I want to be happy again. And yet, the block may be that I'd rather stay sad and keep hoping that he'll come back than let it go and be happy on my own. I want to be happy, and I know he wronged me terribly and I know he may not come back in this life, but I was so sure. I was so certain that he was the one. In ( Read more... )

Wow, it's been over a year since I posted here. So much has changed ( Read more... )

blarg. My friends all moved off of lj and onto xanga, and I want to join them all but I'm not willing to pay fees to have it not be plain white. So I'm sticking with livejournal. SO yeah, it's been a while, I have to read Great Expectations (which sux ass) as well as write a research essay on William Wallace which would be fine if my local library ( Read more... )

dum dee dum dum dum, I am so happy. I love my boyfriend. He is so cute. IT'S BEEN 4 MONTHS! YAY! Also I'm half watching the academy awards, I'm very very sleepy, and I think I will have to call his house soon because he's not on msn! (grr)Yup that's my story. see ya later!

Wow my last entry was soooooo long ago, I don't even want to type out everything that's happened since then because too much has happened. But the most important thing that's happened was our last camp reunion. One of our camp friends who didn't come to the first reunion had this really emo msn name (I always respond to those, don't ask y) so I ( Read more... )

So yeah I'm a little annoyed now because me and my ex were supposed to meet today so he could tell me whats going on but we didn't and he hasn't been on msn at all and I really wanna know what this has all been about. I think he may even be avoiding me/avoiding telling me. I don't even care how he tells me I just wanna know. arrrrgh. So yeah, that' ( Read more... )

Yay!! I'm so happy! lol. I had heard some bad stuff about y my ex broke up with me but turns out he still cares!! (BLISS!!) He wants to talk about what all this was about in person which can't be good but his friend said he still wanted to go out with me, and honestly I'm just happy to know that he cares, even if we're not going out. I'll worry ( Read more... )

TO STALKER AND ALL ELSE WHO CARE..I never knew I could feel so bad, I meen honestly. It's been 3 months and 11 days and my bf broke up with me. And I don't think I've ever liked him more than I do now and this is when it happens. To further things over the time we were dating he became my best friend, and of course I want to tell all my feelings to ( Read more... )

Once again I am posting for you Sarah. So be happy lol. I am in Ireland right now at my best friend's house and her dad is bugging her but it's kinda funny. I've been here since the 3rd of August, and I come home on the 17th. It's pretty awesome here, I went to Dublin a couple days ago and did a hop on hop off tour and did the tour of the Guiness ( Read more... )

I am only posting this because I have had complaints from one of my stalkers AKA sarah that I do not post enough and she therefore cannot stalk me. So I'm posting. I have been at home for a couple weeks now. I went to a bunch of gigs in the first week, one of which is where me and my BF were found out by my mom, and I got dragged to see Panic! At ( Read more... )