Stolen from [insert whoever actually did it first here].

Take The First Sentence [or so] From The First Post Of Each Month Of 2004. That's Your Year In Review.

Jan, 2004 -- Ugh...I can't stand being back in school. Break was a NICE vacation from the hell that is East Bay.
Feb, 2004 -- Wow...really hard to keep up with real life, school life ( ( Read more... )

Wow.
There's so much I want to write in here, but the prospect of sharing nearly any of it is not appealing. What I will share is something that is probably good news for many people:

The past three years of my life have more than likely been wasted.

As a result - I may be deleting this journal, or possibly just the entries.

Adieu.


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This time of year really does make me recognize what I truly have to be thankful for.

• Friends: who care for me and my well-being more than even I do from time to time.
  
• Family: who want what is best for me, always.
  
• Music: which enriches every moment of my life.
  
• Love: for making me acknowledge exactly what I have, and what I do not have.
  

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In the past two months, I've applied to college, which was a daring leap doing something so significant by myself for the first time. This was along with another first, school-wise. I was driven to change out of a class because of the difficulty for the very first time. AP Calculus was just too demanding of Precalculus and Algebra II knowledge ( Read more... )

This is subject to editing; there are some things I just can't finalize.

Opening Credits
E.S. Posthumus - [Unearthed] - Menousthis
Waking Up Scene
Killswitch Engage - [The End Of Heartache] - Inhale
Protagonist's Theme
Katatonia - [Viva Emptiness] - Evidence
Average Day Scene
Incubus - [Morning View] - Aqueous Transmission
Crummy Day Scene
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School starts soon. This will be my first year back in the Wesley Chapel school scene since eighth grade, so it should be interesting. A few months ago I was thinking this would be the best thing ever, but now...I'm not sure. I do have a lot of friends there and all, of course. It should be fun, but there was other things influencing my ( Read more... )

Suppose I was a bit due for a new entry ( Read more... )

I thought it be proper that I said a few words while I was at home. I've been spending much of my time up at the new house in Wesley Chapel, out of my computer's reach. It's different to be without cable TV, computers, and the like. I don't prefer it, but for now, I can deal with it ( Read more... )

It's very possible I'll be seeing many of you this weekend.

Hooray for you.
♥
I'll also be doing my orientation for MOSI volunteer work tomorrow. Just need 75 hours, then 50 more SAT points, and I'll have a full ride scholarship to any Florida school. Extra money, here I come.


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if there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal.
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Now mine...

If you've given up hope, and accepted despair, post this sentence in your journal.

Only if you mean it.


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