I don't know how I feel. I don't know how I should feel. I do know I hurt. I know I walked away, but I have no idea if it was the right decision. I thought I was doing what was best. It is very difficult giving up something you love that much. I would give up anything to have a loving, caring relationship with her. She means everything to me. I ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish that I never knew what love was. It can hurt so much. When everything is going ok love can be a great thing, but unfortunately that hasn't been the case for me. I am not saying that it isn't my fault; it probably is. Is it wrong that I am not like every other guy on this planet? I have eaten so many things and kept them inside of ( Read more... )

Well...life has been kind of crazy lately ( Read more... )

So I am chillin'...by myself. Yeah, I know, and I agree with you; what a loser ( Read more... )

I'm sure that we have all felt at one point or another that the events in our life suck and sometimes there is not a dang thing we can do about it. Yeah, so, I'm there right now ( Read more... )

I wish I could sleep. I have a lot on my mind. I have been so busy with work and school that I just realized that I don't really hang out with friends at all. So...I am kind of a chump and that's ok ( Read more... )

So...I guess I didn't really have time last year to keep this updated. Being an RA really took up a lot more time than I thought. It was a great experience, however, I have decided that I cannot possibly be an RA and also attempt the many other things that I would like during my college career. Yes...this means I am not returning :( Sad I know... ( Read more... )

Hmm...where do I start? It has been forever since I typed in this thing. Right now I am in the Merrill computer lab sweating profusely. Why am I here? Because I am sports camp counseling!!! It is definitely the most fun job I have ever had. I get paid to play video games and meet people! Though it doesn't pay as well, it is a lot better than ( Read more... )

Yep, I've been super busy lately and actually I should be sleeping right now. There is a ton to update on, so I thought I should at least leave a few thoughts for my loyal readers tonight ( Read more... )

It is 8:58 in the AM and I pulled an all-nighter just for fun (which I usually do a couple of times a week). Normally this is about the time I start to regret that I stayed up all night, but this morning I feel extremely good. I think I only went through four mountain dews last night, so that couldn't be it. Maybe it is this second monitor (which ( Read more... )