WHOA my craziness has reached an all time high. Adam is miserable, and I just cannot seem to stop. I try not to freak out but before I know it I am yelling and crying and very angry with myself. I do not know what is going on in my head but it is out of control.

I'm getting lost among the ignorance. in ohter news, i finally found a friend at school worth my conversation. since kelsey left it's been quite a job finding stimulation at shs. she reminds me of kelcee a little. tall, thin, pretty, brown hair. she's funny and thinks i'm funny. i want to see kelcee so much. i miss her with a sad face. :(

!CAUTION! To any male who would, for whatever reason, want to date me- read this ( Read more... )

HIGHSCHOOL BLOWS

I don't want to be your waste of time. I want you to love me even when I'm fat. I would treat him better than any girl he's ever met. I hate being poor. I want to marry a man with money..(I'm just that driven ha) I would like to be even half as smart as some of the people I'm friends with. ..and maybe then I wouldnt marry for money. I wish for one ( Read more... )

If Cinderella was right, and "a dream is just a wish your heart makes when it's fast asleep" then I need my head examined and a therapist. I have this dream that won't go away. Always when I wake up I'm sad that it wasn't true. bla bla waaa

It seems so silly to continue trying...

EVERYTHING IS SO FREAKIN GOOD RITE NOW ( Read more... )

likes

1. sleeping
2. the movie "riding in cars w/ boys"
3. im at a loss

dislikes

1. everyone and everything else

i went to friday's w/ clinton and saw a teacher at sparkman drinking..it was so odd. My biology teacher told me she was "proud of me" ..it was kinda nice. i want to rent a wheelchair because i did a thousand lunges in p.e. and i have to walk extra slow due to the intense pain. I'm back to not liking my face again. it's just too much. someone told ( Read more... )