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i'm not even ganna start

i feel rage righ tnow, rage towards jeff. rage towards what he did. rage rage rage. i didnt take my medicine this morning, and i love the feeling im feeling. i love being able to feel rage at this degree. i love being able to put my rage into something more than just a fit of tears. where's his car? where is it. i'll kill it. sue me? do it faggot, ( Read more... )

hehe, yeah, so i just took 2 1/2 vikiden...i say about... 10.30 i'll be feelin good.

goodnight.

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so this weekend, i have been BORED! nothign to do, no one to see. last night i COULD HAVE gone on adventures, but my fucking cell phone got taken away @ school by some albino fagGOT. anyways. i love danielle.

so i'm in bcis right now. *sigh* owen used to write me all the time in this class. i miss him so ( Read more... )

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i'm sitting here with my wrist aching and my thigh stinging. i feel like a weak loser. i've had a weak week and all i want is for him to get out of my head. with x's on my hands i feel dependent. that's why i admire danielle. she's so independant and i look up to her. i want to be that way some day. i mean, yeah, i do what i want and i get what i ( Read more... )