Don't ever take seven classes in a semester. It is not a good idea.

I swear I am so neurotic!! I don't know what is happening to me. I think I care to much about Ash. I just want to know more about what the deal is between him and I ( Read more... )

I am really confused right now. I don't know why I should even bother with thinking about him but I do. I have been going through this for a year now--a year! I honestly don't understand what is going through my head or his ( Read more... )

Things get confusing as one gets older. I know that I have no idea what I am doing in life anymore. The world is so absurd what is really the point? I suppose I should just read more into existentialism to try and understand why they all don't go off and commit a massive suicide. Not that I would. But really, what IS the point ( Read more... )

So although no one really cares about this blog of mine, I am bored and killing time. Right now I am at UVic, and I have been here since 10:30am. Yeah that's right. I have a grueling task of writing an essay on Robertson Davies' Fifth Business. I love the novel, and I have completed my second draft of my essay, but I am just not satisfied. It's ( Read more... )

Today my father and I went to Granville Island to check out how the boat was doing. I was a bit upset because my registration for my classes is all messed up and I am on the mainland so I can't really do anything about it till I get back to Vic ( Read more... )

All right ( Read more... )

Extremely exhausted.
No energy. I just had to swap a summer class because there was no way I was going to be able to do three this month.

tired. tired. tired. Yet filled with anxiety.

So much so that I just woke up to try and fix my courses. I need sleep.

I just want this year done with. please. and thank you.

Well today is my birthday. Indeed it is. I woke up and recieved the nicest email from my father that was about two pages long. Then a delivery man came to the door with roses and a teddy bear from my family too. It was so nice of them especially since I cannot be with them this year. But I suppose that is the norm when you get older ( Read more... )

What is wrong with me ( Read more... )