finally my essyas r dun! they sound so sophisticated tho lol. o well. i never usually write likt that. i did nicoles ahir today n it looks soo nice!! i wish my hair would come out like hers ( Read more... )

ugh my eye hurts! i woke this morning and my left eye was killing me. my cousin came over to help me with my essays and she really did help. i have confirmtaion tonight but im not going. my eye hurts too much n i dont wana go. id rather do my essays later. ugh school tomorro ( Read more... )

wow this is like my fourth entry today. well thats cuz i feel like i hav alot to write but wne i get here its like.. blah! well im torn now. i wana b with him.. but i dont. its weird. like i think about him and then im like y should i b.. he told me to die.. its so hard. i duno wat to do. sometimes i just feel like crying. cuz thers nothign better ( Read more... )

i thought everything would b how i wanted it to be. but now that they rnt as i wished, i feel like im broken. brokenhearted. my heart says i love him. my mind says let him go..move on. well now that my fkin heart won, my mind is completely confused. i wish it was my heart that won the battle. but no, things cant b they way i want them. is it ( Read more... )

omg my weekend is gona b great now!! i dont hav to call irch friday!! whoo hoo! for all u ppl who knew i wanted this to end.. u prolly kno how happy i am right now!! omg. i knew i never shoulda started talkin to sum kid younger than me. omg im soooo happy right now!! i dont hav to worry about us not talking or him not calling and best of all i dont ( Read more... )

its already 4.10 and i have no plans yet. i wanted my cousin to help me with my essay this morning or afternoon. but i dun wana waste all my time doing an essay, besides its saturday. i need time to do wat i want. so i think i might jus go to the mall cuz i wana get shoes but i bet my dad wont get me money cuz he says he gav me too much money the ( Read more... )

hey whats up. today so far was pretty good. i forgot to give donnalyn the cd last night to make for larry. damn is he guna kill me wen he listens to it. o well. lol. today in english we met with our a.p. mentors. im glad now cuz i konw how to write better. we have to re-write the essay over the weekend. and i just really hope mine is guna b good. ( Read more... )

laSt night was strange. i waS really upSet and crying for a few hourS cuz of something my mother told me. i dont wana mention or talk about it tho. i was really upSet and i gueSs it affected my actions and how i was towards ppl that meant something to me. laS night after my mom told me what happened i waS a biOtch 2 all of my frIends and i was ( Read more... )

wow. today was another boring day. i came home from school and was bored as hell. my sister just went to the mall and i wanted to go but o well. i dont care. today i went by danny and her mom did my hair. i got blonde highlights in it. its guna take a lil while to get used to.. but thas aright. i only got the top dun jus incase i didnt like it. i ( Read more... )

just my luck. i knew things were gona get worse. see i hate wen i listen to people b4 i take my own judgement into consideration. ppl been tellin me to forget about him and jus make him talk to me.. if he wanst, but obviously im the 1 thats wants hings to work out. not him. if he cared about how i felt and wanted somethgin to come between us, then ( Read more... )