ok. so ya my journal was deleted...i figured it would be a good idea. and it still is. but just one more thing.....i'm sorry. i feel like i ruined everything. ruined his friendships..ruined mine. yes i feel stupid..ignorant....and just a big pain in the ass. i'm sure i am. that's not complaining or whining...that's me just stating facts. i'm sorry ( Read more... )

don't blame you guys for making fun of me. wow...now that's just freaking nice now isn't it? now, i actually am fine and except the fact that some of you will call me stupid. THAT'S fine. but making fun of me? now that's just fucking fantastic ( Read more... )

I'll just write a quick entry ( Read more... )

OK! that is it. i've had it. matt...i'm not running from shit. think whatever the hell you want. i say it like it is. but if you refuse to listen to nobody but yourself..FINE ( Read more... )

Well, i appreciate everyones intake yesterday about my last post. I deleted it just incase it got any worse with people using livejournal to yell at eachother.lol. ya know....but ya. everyone has their share of oppinions.

-meg

So to sum up a few days. I went bowling with mikes friend joe, his girlfriend, and mike on wednesday night. it was fun...i suck so fucking bad at bowling.lol. the funny thing was joe was like "oh i'm so good" blah blah blah....and it took him forever to get a strike...but i randomly got a strike in the second game.lol. but after that i went on a ( Read more... )

did it ever occur to people that it's my goddamn fault?! lol. wow. ....anywho ( Read more... )

What to say what to say.....Well first off, I put a different entry in here first..but i need to write it all down.....but then again maybe that's what a fucking journal is for. ( i mean one you can put under your bed or something). I guess to sum it up....i can't feel it. i can't feel the "pure" happiness that everyone else gets day in and day out ( Read more... )

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