The rules:
Bold the truths, italicize the half truths, explain goddamn it!

- I am 5'4 or shorter
- I think I'm ugly.
- I have many scars.
- I tan easily.
- I wish my hair was a different color.
- I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
- I have a tattoo.
- I am self-conscious about my appearance.
- I have/had braces.
- I wear glasses. ( Read more... )

it's not a problem that matt and i are still friends. the problem lies with our mutual friends. through our mutual friends, i get to hear about how matt wants to go out and pick up random chicks this weekend.

it's not that he wants to pick up random chicks that bothers me, it's that NOW he's wanting to go out and do stuff. wtf?!

well, matt and i are "just friends" now. we decided together that our relationship just wasn't working anymore. the spark is gone, and we're just not compatible. we wanted to end things now before they got so bad that we ended up resenting each other. it just happened so i'm not really sure how i feel about it. kind of numb. i cried about our ( Read more... )

i told matt to step up to the plate or else.

i really hope he steps up.

Why do people think I'm not patriotic when I say that 911 doesn't make sense? Why am I a terrorist when I can't piece together World Trade Center building 7 falling into it's footprint? Why do people hate me for wanting to know why CIA blocked off any information to the 911 Commission (which was appointed by our government ( Read more... )

I wish that I could just know what is right and wrong. I wish I could know what the right decision is every time a decision has to be made. I wish I didn't keep tripping over myself every time it comes to THIS particular situation ( Read more... )

i am happy. a lot of things are scaring me right now, but it's not really phasing me too much. whatever happens next friday, i am a survivor ( Read more... )

my old house is unrecognizable. stupid rich people who do crap to my house.

i looked up his house in california. it's beautiful. california farm lands. green, secluded. DAMN HIM!

doesn't matter. not go'an happen.

my birthday is tomorrow. it isn't exciting really. 22. not so great. oh well. i will have cake and good food and be around my good friends ( Read more... )

1] What's one thing that would instantly make you dislike the opposite sex ( Read more... )