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Take it Or Leave it.
I have to say for the first time in almost two years I want to be home. I want to be some place where I knew I was invisable from day one. Where I could hide, pretend to be shy and likenothing way hurting me but under it all everything hurt. It suddenly feels like all the people I call friends here, they have all vanished. They no longer exist or ( Read more... ) -
Yeah.
I am not ok.
The smile you see, its fake.
The girl behind it, is just good at playing pretend.
But don't worry, it is ok to go about your business.
Everything is.....fine. -
Confusion is my 2nd passion
I hate how you can come in and out of my life. I hate that you never seem to stay for very long but in those short moments you are here, you turn everything unside down. You ruin everything for me in a good way. Maybe me think about things that I normally wouldn't give a second chance. I seriously want to scream every time I speak to you, everytime ( Read more... ) -
I never realized....But suddently I do.
Lately things have been pileing up. Last night I got a text message from an old high school friend about this girl I used to know, and consider a good friend. I have come to be thankful that I am not the girl I was in high school. I have come to brush off the drama that comes from being in High school. I do not live in that time. I don't think I ( Read more... ) -
Started Running...
I never thought our relationship would turn to this. I would have thought you would have more class than to lie to me behind my back and not trust me. You are the one who shouldn't be trusted. I have tried this. I have given you a second chance and you are breaking my heart all over again only this time I swear you won't be the one to walk out, I ( Read more... ) -
Three More Weeks.
Some things have started to fall back into place and other things seem to fall out of place. Finding a new roommate has fallen into place. But my relationship with Matthew seems to be falling apart though. It seems that when I push he pulls when I pull he pushes. He doesn't really understand that I "cling" as he calls it because his choice of ( Read more... ) -
There Goes Two Years....
I packed up some of your stuff when I got back from class. Do you get it yet? Do you get that it has nothing to do with the fact you can't go to the mall, or so on. Do you get that it's about the fact your not even my friend anymore. You tell me time and time again "I'll still be your friend". Prove it. Prove to me you still care. Because for the ( Read more... ) -
What Do You Have To Say? - I Made It Myself
I've made photographs, art work, necklaces, braclets, kajira bells, purses, scarves, blankets, dolls, music and memories with my own two hands. -
Lost Without You
Lately it seems as if something has been missing in my life. I have come to realize that it is not something but, rather a someone I had grown rather attached to. Someone that without my life wouldn't the way it is today. This is the first year since I've known him that he hasn't called on Christmas and I actually feel rather crushed. As if I ( Read more... ) -
For The Masses
For those of you who know where this is:
I will be in Celina, Ohio this friday until I think monday. I really have no idea. All I know is, there is no such thing as entertainment there and someone oh please someone feel my pain for having to be in Montazuma and Celina all weekend on new years.
Yeah... *insert eye roll here*