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Million Miles Away You Took My Head.
I'm pretty sure there is a fine line between losing ones sanity and not knowing where reality is somedays. Who knows, maybe I'm just out of it from all the stress. Everything seems to be a fine line. A line, that can so easily be crossed that no matter what happens we all end up crossing it. There is nothing in this world more than any girl wants ( Read more... ) -
Untitled Mess
At 0638 am there should be no realizations that clear a cloudy mind. There should be no thoughts that say "leave it all behind, your past and mine". There should be no thoughts that make you sick in a good and bad way. However, that is exactly what I keep thinking. That it's time to let go. That if today doesn't end then tomorrow won't come and ( Read more... ) -
Broken, and for once there is nothing male involved.
I thought I had a rather smart thought the other day. While now I just realize, it was a thought.. And I can't right remember it, surely that is not such a good thing ( Read more... ) -
Collapsing Without A Candle.
I am very sure that there are not many people who would bat an eyelash if I fell. I used to swear this was my own doing, the self destruction I could never escape, but I know now that it is really self destruction more of destruction due to the point of being born in the wrong time with the wrong generation. (although, these thoughts could be bases ( Read more... ) -
Slip Slip Slip Away...Until It All Falls Away...
....So, if I had a moment in time when I called out for a cry of help, it would be now, but I have come to realize that, there isn't anyone for me to cry out. There really isn't anyone for me call out to anymore, because Pittsburgh has become this black hole I am doing nothing but trying so hard to escape from now. And the only thought that keeps ( Read more... ) -
Now vs. Then.
I used to be love struck, now I'm just fucked up
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Heres to You and the Mess You Made...
I hope you read this, because It's the only thing you will never have to truely snoop for, I will even make it public so you can read it on every blog I've ever subscribed to and am a member to.
I thought it would be hard without you. I truely did, because you gave me butterflies. But in the end, I realized it have this giant heavy weight lifted off ( Read more... ) -
Ready To Run.
Life is such this crazy messed up thing that has me so mixed up I currently can't figure out which was is up and down. Ive made so many friends over the past two years, but suddenly when I feel everything crumbling, I turn to find only a couple of them still standing there beside me. Yes, I understand it's what makes these people "true" friends, ( Read more... ) -
I'm Just a grown up in an adult world...
If pittsburgh was supposed to be my boston then what did I reall leave behind? I sit on top of a mountian in a place I can no longer stand. Is this how it will always be? Leaving each place every couple of years? What exactly am I looking for? Because lets face it, I'm not running from anyone but myself these days. But what is it about myself I ( Read more... )