God,......if you could do only one thing for me,......protect me from myself,.......and protect those in my heart and memories from the fates of me and the effects of my grief. My mind has balanced on the brink before,....now I think I've been pushed over it. My fears have come true. For those who have been the ones who've held me to sanity,.... ( Read more... )

Finally I have my internet working again!!!! Been quite I while since my last post dudes sooooo listen up. SOAD tickets 4 the 17th are as good as mine, have kick ass seats!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2 nites ago was 1 of if not the best nite of my life, and rite now things are pointing upward if you discount the fact that I'M LEAVING ALL OF YOU 4 1 WEEK 2 NEW ( Read more... )

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You Are a Prophet Soul


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The days count down and skool is alost done. A break is deintely much needed. Must spend more time at other places. Oregon and windsurfing seen 2 well. Also sounds like a plan. Hopefully it can be doned during the summer. Hoping 4 the best of summersl Is much needed, need 2 cool down from the headache known as skool and stress. The end and ( Read more... )

Game, Set, & Match and no winners were declared; only losers and victims 1 in the same. 4 those who read this, bear with me the next few days. The worst SHALL happen. Powerless I feel. Hopeless I am. Down I'll fall.

My heart is in pain but yet at the same time, It is in the most pleasure its been in 4 months. The feeling overcomes me and brings me the most pleasnt and tranquil thoughtsI've ever been in. I'm in love, yet my heart may shatter when the time comes; yet its not for what you already are thinking, but for other reasons. It wont be cause of my love ( Read more... )

I have won, and I may lose. I've succeeded, yet I may fail. I feel immortalized, yet I may perish. My mind has split, I'm in heaven ; I'm in hell. Will I stand, shall i fall? Do I rise, or will I sink? Is this the beginning, or is this the end? What shall become of me?

Strange things happening lately, can't explain most ; but I can truly feel absolutely happy. Just could be one of my better or even best days. So 4 now, I'll leave and tell you about it later