You can tell that all is lost by how you feel inside. Depression becomes false hope which soon becomes lost hope. You can feel everything fading away by how everything changes around you in a short amount of time. You can feel your hopelessness by how your senses take in your sorrows. At this point, what else is there 4 me to go on? What else do I ( Read more... )

Uhhhhh. nothing much, been bored a few of these days but was able 2 mix in some fun with it. Lets c now, putting life on line 4 a really really close friend, uhhh, thought about suicide 2 weeks ago becuz life was pretty awful at the moment and have been dealing with multiple issues that just randomly come up that threaten life 2 myself and friends ( Read more... )

Hey every1 i'm back once more. I have had surgery on my hand so typin this is some hard ass shit, its pissin me off but many people want me 2 update. Season ended bout a month ago with us losin in the 1st round again. it suked really bad. Its gonna take me about 3 to 6 months to feel like myself considering what the doctors said to me. That cancels ( Read more... )

It has been soooooooooo long since I've updated this thing, yestreday I went 2 homecming dance and it was soooo much fun, I don' think I've ever danced so much be4 in my entire lifetime. I danced so much that my dress shirt and jacket were wet and my dress sure somehow managed 2 become somewhat blue. My knees were sore from so much dancing. The day ( Read more... )

Life has become much harder, and my legs; I don't know how much more abuse they can take. My parents are gettin on me just 4 not watch the damn democratic convention, y the hell would I want 2 get into politics, its completely worthless 2 any1 that DOES NOT CARE !!! My nieces r either naturally evil or possessed, ( I think I'll go with #1 ) My head ( Read more... )

Things have been goin 2 far downhill since I got into July, a promise has been broken and I can't live with myself because of it, it sucks. Football has grown harder and and tiresome, don't get me wrong but I still have the desire 2 play but its just bee tough, even 4 me. Lastl, sunburn hurts!!!! I gotten burned so many times, badly 2, July has ( Read more... )

Even though its father's day, it feels like just another day 2 me and that's about it, I swear I'm goin 2 kill my 2 nieces 1 of these days because fucking piss me off, they wake me up 2day yet when I'm about 2 do something 2 them, they r protected by my parents even though they get their nerves. I've had it with them. Anyway, I wonder how every1 is ( Read more... )

It's the last day of school 2morrow !!!!!! All I got 2 do is just take 1 damn test and one damn presentation, and then 2 months of relief. It will be sad though, 2 not c my friends for all that time and they will be missed, and all the seniors I made mends with; I won't forget them since this has been 1 pretty storied year, its been fun. Football ( Read more... )

Its been awhile since I've updated this thing, Football season is around the corner and I can't wait, it'll be great. 2 of my friends r comin 2 the school and will help me out, just like the good ol' days of 6 years past. School is almost over and that I can't wait 4 either, sumeer will be great. MOVIES, SLEEP, THE GOOD STUFF!!!!!! YES!!!!!!!!!!! I ( Read more... )

2day was a VERY LOOONG day. It seemed like it just wouldn't end !!!! Football practice was murder 4 me, I think my new coach is attempting 2 kill me with all the stuff that he's making me do, I'm nearly crippled. Also in school 2day because I had 2 take a test that I guess on about half of the entire thing. Bonzai is right around the corner and I ( Read more... )