Finding things in my past that I don't really remember doing/saying. Makes me feel shamefully embarrassed.

I forgot I had this silly livejournal. It is January 2010. I still don't have a passion to do anything with my life. The best I can do is to go day by day, and ignore my problems. It really does work. I have gained too much weight, and that bothers me a lot. My boyfriend loves me to no end, but I don't think it is very healthy. He is a loving guy

Thank you for respecting my beliefs.
Thank you for listening.
Thank you for putting up with me.
Thank you for thinking of me.
Thank you for helping me.

I think my depression is back. It's a hard thing to admit. For some people life is fulfilling. I feel like I should be one of those people who is happy and successful even though the world blows. It's a pain that exists for no reason, and you think that if you cry enough it will go away. Or like a headache, if you take a nap it will be gone when ( Read more... )

Today is my birthday.
I am divorced.
That is what is going on in my life.

Elliott knocked over the kitchen trash, which I didn't completely clean up before I left ( Read more... )

I have this problem of being too needy. I don't know if it is silly to think that I will find someone who wants my company all the time. I wish I had another good girlfriend since Audrey is in Dallas, and Toussaint doesn't hang out with me that often. I feel like the only way I can socialize is to force myself on others. Denise will invite me out ( Read more... )

You don't know how to care or what is means to love ( Read more... )

It's almost one in the morning and I'm eating a vegan cookie ( Read more... )

I just want to go home curl in a ball and sleep for a day.