today was alright. i went to the college op thing in north charleston, i got a lot of stuff on a ton of schools but we only got to stay for about an hr. and i missed my lunch so i dident get to talk to jilly and ret. that kinda pissed me off, and on the way back we sat on the buss for about 20min that was hot as hell because, well i dont know why ( Read more... )

my day was pretty good, nothing bad happend, i swear. i think its a little thanks to my voodoo doll. i sorta talk to it and ask it for help and stuff. today 4th peirod i was talkin to matt in the libary and he said that a few days ago bobby was talking shit about me saying that he hated me and that he only went out with me to fuck me ans shit like ( Read more... )

angelia gave me a ride home from school and we went to get my pass port and she gave me a real blessed voodoo doll from new orleans! how cool, i put it on my wall, im really into all of that kind of stuff. she said she got me somthing else but its saved for christmas. cool cool ( Read more... )

im having a great night! i decieded to just stay in and chill. i watched 13 going on 30, its so cute...i think i almost cried. ya, i would laugh at me to, its ok. haha. i have been talking to rach and carla, talking to myself, listing to old cheesey music and the spice girls! haha hell ya!! sometimes i just go off in my head and have this whole ( Read more... )

im kinda pissed, but not really. im trying to find somthing to do tonight, but i may just chill at home, i have weed so that makes it better =). darwin wants me to comeover but he dosent want beckey to come, so i was like uh ok. so i might go over there tonight, but he has to wait for his roomie to get back with the car before he can come get me. ( Read more... )

i think my dad and i are really really done with eachother. he accused me of smoking weed in my room last night witch i DIDENT do. now he is "locking" me down. i guess i cant go out this weekend and if i leave, hes going to call the cops and tell them i ran away. i cant believe how much i dislike my dad, it almost feels like hate, i want nothing ( Read more... )

thank fuckin god. matt the weed man just called me to tell me hes on his way. aww. i feel so much better, im paying him half of it in change lol, i feel so damn poor haha. darwin called me abou 20min ago to see if i wanted to chill with him on friday and go to a party. i said sure, why the hell not. but i kinda wish beckey or someone was with me, i ( Read more... )

i stayed home from school today, i finaly fell asleep around 6am, im feeling a little better, i cant be sick, i need to do somthing this weekend. i just called up weedmatt to get me a 20, hes on his way back from court in north charleston hahah. but hes a good good man, he will deliver lol. tonight im thinking laying on the grass looking at the ( Read more... )

4:30am and zero sleep. thats just what i get for snorting an adderall. i wanted to smoke some green but im dry. i need to get some asap. so i figured doing somthing is better than nothing, so i snorted some adderall. well, i did that at 12 and im not high really anymore. just wide awake. i want to get some fuckin sleep, but it dosent look like ( Read more... )

i really cant stand the people i live with who call themselves my family. they live to make my life hell,i swear to god. last night i had soem frineds over, and because of rob everyone got just about kicked out of my house, and today my dad wont let me go to chads house. when i asked him he got in my face and had this fucked up smile on his face ( Read more... )