I'm going to reply to everything you said......forsakenmartyrAugust 31 2004, 22:21:40 UTC
I fucked up.. (no you didn't... I told you that I overreacted to what came up.. it was my fault for being drunk/on pills and starting on a rant.. it was NOT YOUR FAULT) I whent and did the one thing i never wanted to do. I hert her........ (You didn't hurt me... I hurt myself and I had to deal w/it) I violated the trust of the only person i truly care about and now i don;t know what to do. theres still so much we don't know about each other(yes, there is a lot we don't know about eachother apparantly and that's something we need to work on), so much to lern, so much to get passed. and then i had to go and fuck up the one thing in my life that made it worth liveing.(I am still here and I'm not going anywhere... you didn't fuck anything up and you didn't lose me or anything...) There is so much in seid her that i don't know, don't understand, but i want to know and i want to understand but with broken trust how am i suposto to be the one she can come to, to comfert her.(You need to know that it's hard for me to trust or come to anyone w
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I whent and did the one thing i never wanted to do.
I hert her........ (You didn't hurt me... I hurt myself and I had to deal w/it)
I violated the trust of the only person i truly care about and now i don;t know what to do. theres still so much we don't know about each other(yes, there is a lot we don't know about eachother apparantly and that's something we need to work on), so much to lern, so much to get passed. and then i had to go and fuck up the one thing in my life that made it worth liveing.(I am still here and I'm not going anywhere... you didn't fuck anything up and you didn't lose me or anything...) There is so much in seid her that i don't know, don't understand, but i want to know and i want to understand but with broken trust how am i suposto to be the one she can come to, to comfert her.(You need to know that it's hard for me to trust or come to anyone w ( ... )
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