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not who you think
Redemption ( Read more... ) -
i am not afraid
it's just disorienting to know others fear for me and some still don't know what difficulties a person who's regarded as a military weapon must face just trying to pay their own bills. i have a very damn near impossible time receiving physical mail now that i'm not in isolation but that was always the goal for me. i just wanted to roam without ( Read more... ) -
i've gone back to a place
sitting under that shadow i didn't think i'd have to change my name, but that day came ( Read more... ) -
we don't speak, alone apart. miserable, without company, breaking my own heart.
we have days like this and i punish myself, but it doesn't feel like i'm doing it quite enough ( Read more... ) -
a lament
until the present i had never truly appreciated the strength you exhibited in that form, the resilience you had to resist imbibing in my insanity ( Read more... ) -
a prayer in an unsound mind, a soundless room; a troubling find
my doubts gurgle up like water after the spewing of a geyser that'd been obstructed. i have this sinking coldness in my viscera because of my promises and fears. i've made such massive sacrifices, i've made such undeniable breakthroughs, i've made progress, and now i've made myself afraid of my own worth ( Read more... ) -
exhaling, having gone around the bend
the hanged man i never pity, my dear unfaltering friend. i do my best to console or advise, but i don't know this woman who has been causing him distress ( Read more... ) -
perception pain / when
the truest statements are that for which the opposite is also true ( Read more... ) -
not even dreamless sleep
instead filled with turmoil, navigating that ship ( Read more... )
