it's some twisted strange thing, the way i still love you. i knew it would happen & i knew it would be different than before but i don't know what i want from you because of it. do i want some remnant of you loving me akin to mine when it's been two years since it died & 1 1/2 since it was over? or do i just want your friendship. it's so hard to ( Read more... )

oh, i should probably also mention i'm in college now (art ed/bfa with a concentration in sculpture dual) & the body modifications have exploded. i'm also looking into apprenticing with jason morningstar back home to become a piercer if he can take me on. hopefully we can work something out to deal with me being in albany for college but i'll ( Read more... )

& i've changed a lot....
well, at least in there's no longer any of the things i used to write about. my apologies if you decide to read it, it was where i went to vent & figure things out so there tends to be your standard pathetic teenage crap & most of it was lyrics anyway it seems.

i am lonely ( Read more... )

 We collided head-on
And they said that we would not live very long
I knew you were my love
But they laughed
'Cause we were just too young to know

But from now on
I'm waiting for you
From now on
I'm waiting for you

You you tore me apart
Broke all of my bones
And shot through my heart
I always used to pretend
That the hero really gets the girl in the end

But ( Read more... )

 But I knew that you were a truth I would rather lose than to have never lain beside at all
                 'Love is watching someone die'
And we shared a bed in which I could not sleep

i miss you

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  cant you see you hurt me sooo
  but why aren't you sorry, why aren't you sorry, why?
  things could be better, you can be happy, try.
  
  so, honestly, how could you say those things
  when you know they don't mean anything
  and you know very well that i can't
  keep my hands to myself, hands to myself
  this is all wrong and it shows
  there's certain things i promised ( Read more... )

i am getting everything i need--almost. i've got everything i need, almost, but i dont got you, and you're the thing i need the most.

Girl, I had got to thinking
you're my only tragedy.
I"m haunted by your face.
Girl, I won't leave you lonely
my hearat beats for you only
at night I call your name.
All of my life
I've been searching for the words that make ( Read more... )

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