Beauty.....
Obsessed with it, lately (or always, really).
"only our spirits can understand beauty, or live and grow with it. It puzzles our minds; we are unable to describe it in words; it is a sensation that our eyes cannot see, derived from both the one who observes and the one who is looked upon. Real beauty is a ray which emanates from the holy ( Read more... )

your hands they move
like waves
over me

I think...
I'm tired of being broken.

RICKY is back ( Read more... )

Maybe I do it to myself.

Goddamn what a week ( Read more... )

The good ( Read more... )

and still,
letting my mind wander
onto things tonight

are little jabs to my chest

(remember to breathe fawn)

oh the weekend...
oh the fucking weekend.
I guess, destruction.
insanity,
release
pain
destroy destroy destroy
I'm drained.
There's nothing left here
nothing to offer.
Old unhealed wounds, some of the worst pain
reopened and bleeding
Try to kill it all away, But I remember everything
quiet sighs
diverted eyes
desperation
no more of this pretending ( Read more... )

It's like,
I've brought you into my little world here....

and now you're taking one of the only things I had left.

To you it's a game,
an attraction
something to have fun with.

To me it's one of the only things I live for.

and I'm not mad...
I couldn't be.
Not at you.

It just hurts.

fuck Iraq.

and so much of my heart goes out to our men and women who are out there.
Our friends, brothers and sisters,
out fighting for this damn country and something that may not even matter.

My love goes out to you
for all the hardships you endure, that I could never imagine.

I love you,
and I hope you come home.

I wait for you.