mkay, so as most of you know, xmas eve was my 21st birthday. i want to thank the people that showed up.. J, Sarah, Rerow, Bart, Raheem, Pam, Ashley, Rachel, and Afton.. if i forgot anyone, im sorry..... i was real drunk. J said i had like 20 shots, i was fucked up !! so yeah.. no on to the assholes that didnt show up. mostly, April.. i thought you ( Read more... )

so most of the people that read my journal, know that about four months ago, my sister and i were going through some major financial troubles, and i swallowed my pride, broke down, and asked my dad for money. not jus to shit it away, we needed it for rent/electric bill/car payment/phone.. and i didnt ask for a set amount, i jus asked if he had any ( Read more... )

i was on myspace, and i was looking at karl's brother's myspace.. there was a thing for his own webpage.. i went to it, and clicked on 'tributes' and it was a slideshow of karl, and his other brother that died in car accidents 14 months apart.. i was crying so fucking hard.. it has been over a year, and im still torn about it.. i was hugging him ( Read more... )

funny conversation... i love myself sometimes.

meghanizthebest: brb watching a kmk video !
meghanizthebest: <33 kmk ( Read more... )

so tell me why some bitch is gonna get all irrational towards me because i used to see her man or whatever.. IM IN OKLAHOMA.. MANY OF MILES AWAY FROM HIM ! hes yours ! if i wanted him, i could have him.. im the one that stopped talking to him ! so you and josh can have a wonderful, bitter life together.. and you can probably get cheated on some ( Read more... )

Candy Cigarettes
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yeah. so i've been in oklahoma since saturday night.. i havent smoked any weed since thursday night. i am going crazy. i dont know anyone here to get any weed. and/or anyone to smoke with. i dont know if my mom'sbest friend's son smokes or not.. but i'll find out sometime, im sure. i miss everyone in ohio.. well, mostly everyone.. there are a few ( Read more... )

you ever had a friend or bitch that claimed they were down for you? i mean the loyal type, you trusted them when they was true. you let them deep inside, kept em fed, and kept them high. come to find out everything they said was jus a fucking lie. FUCK YOU BILL KEEFER. i hope you do make it big, i really do.. cus if you do, im gonna find a way to ( Read more... )

i got a new number. since linda, joey's mom.. decided to run our bill up to 1,278 dollars. can you believe that? i cant !! how do you go drastically over 1000 minutes a month WITH FREE NIGHTS AND WEEKENDS ?! heh. at any rate, i said fuck you nextel.. and got a sprint.. my new number is 419-239-5118.. and josh, i dont have any problem with you at ( Read more... )