Masochist.

if I wanted people to read this I'd post it on facebook or myspace... but since i know no one even reads this anymore I'll just do it here ( Read more... )

... makes sleeping hard... makes caring hard... makes living hard ( Read more... )

I'm definitely still tipsy ( Read more... )

Will someone please call a surgeon ( Read more... )

I'm worried. Bad feelings. I'm gonna be gone for 2 months.. and I'm scared... depression comes when I'm alone.. and I'll only have my cousins... and they're much older than me ( Read more... )

Everything seems so minuscule. Bills. Drama. Myspace. Working ( Read more... )

sad susie.

I wish i wasn't such a fuck up.

seriously.

I hurt everyone I come in contact with.

Almost everyone.

If I haven't hurt you watch out cuz it's coming soon..

I'm a fuck up.

It's my job.

Someone has to do it.

That someone is me

it's not easy..

but it's the best thing for now...

I'm sad...

Jeff's in the shower so I'm just entertaining myself until it's time to start getting ready to leeeeave. Chinese food for our Valetntine's Day dinner hehe. It's like last year but much cheaper... free in fact heh. Yay gift certificate!! I'm glad we're just doing a little something still even though we can't afford gifts. I don't mind at all though ( Read more... )