I guess all I have now are the memories...

I made a collage of pictures before my laptop fell down the stairs... it was nice. And then it went flying down the stairs... foreshadowing?.. who knows.

I miss my best friend. I hate what this has become. It's not fair.

Can't life be fair just once......

Because I'm suffocating ( Read more... )

I kind of hate you.

v.v

I also don't care

I'm enjoying the ride

<3333333

you make me happy

at the same time you scare me

because I really feel vulnerable...

this came out of nowhere...

I hope you are as amazing as you seem

<3

Allen's dead...

I can't believe he's really dead... I will never hug him again.. I will never hear his voice or see him do the metal claw again. All I have now are memories.

It was too soon. TOO SOON! He was too young... it's not fair dammit... How could you do this God?....

It's just not fair at all...

The later I'm awake by myself the more depressed I become...

Maybe if I never stay up late then I'll never be sad....

Nah prolly not...

Maybe it's the glass of wine this time...

or maybe I just need another...

I don't know if I should even leave that last post there. I don't really feel like that often... just sometimes... and that was one of those times... It was about Tyler and I dunno I just was thinking about him... but I don't really feel like that right now anymore... I dunno.. it's just taking a while to be completely over him... but I'm almost ( Read more... )

I remember how you felt sleeping next to me. I remember that first night... nothing will ever make me forget it... even if I try... I remember how hot your room used to get and so we opened the window when it was freezing outside. I remember the smell of the breeze that came through the window... Your eyes right after waking up.. waking up in your ( Read more... )

I'm so angry right now... I was supposed to go to Chicago this weekend to see The Cure. Come to find out today that they've re-scheduled the concert for NEXT FUCKING YEAR!! So I guess I'm still going to Chicago but it's just to visit now... GRRRR!!!! I don't even know if I'm gonna have the money for train tickets next year or if I'm even going to ( Read more... )