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[torturedemosoul]

Then one day,
When you went your own way
You felt justified,
And I was mortified
But today...
You are just a picture
And a thousand memories
Is all I take with me
Cause your smile
Is just too much to see
You're just a thousand memories
Fantasies, broken dreams
Reveries, sordid histories

Comments

[anonymous]

your not hopeless and some times there is a need to let things go or major break downs..happen and there horrible..dont think of ur self like that..of cours e a million times ur true um "king of hearts" as u say will come and ull be happy and its hard going so long and suhc but you can do it ad be stronge u are veyr stronge stronger than most for u hav elasted longer than many and you are special and mean so much to people..please dont give up..in the long run you know itll be worth it..we all just wish you could be happy..you are a wonderful person.

[torturedemosoul]

Thanks :( If only I could believe it...

[bitesizepoptart]

I'm sorry you feel the way you feel, but atleast...you're feeling something. I bet you he feels the same way about you. I bet you he wants you just as much as want him, or even need. He just can't say it. It gives me hope when I think of some one that way, that maybe some one just might be thinking about me that way. (I said MAYBE) I'm not just saying this because you're feeling sad, I genuinley feel that way about what I say. He's a really wonderful guy, of course it's going to hurt, but maybe it's just because you want to be used you like him so much, and well he's a great guy to be used by. But wouldn't you rather wait for THE GREATEST GUY TO COME AROUND, than just settling to feel something you know you're not feeling (im not sure if that makes sense). I know you're probably saying, "No, I want HIM and only HIM. He IS the greatest guy around" Maybe it is him, but then again, maybe it isn't. I know I'm not being very...comforting, or clear for that matter, but I just really can't find the words to tell you, and if I did, I wouldn't

[torturedemosoul]

"I bet you he feels the same way about you. I bet you he wants you just as much as want him, or even need. He just can't say it."

That thought's been going through the back of my mind for weeks now, but I've shoved it away with this "you're so conceded" attitude. I suppose I just don't want my hopes up.

;-; Thankies. What you said actually made me feel a lot better, and gave me a tiny bit of hope. I'm lucky to have you as a friend :)

[anonymous]

But alas, that King of Hearts will be found at one point! And as the Poptarty one has already stated, he could need you right now just as badly as you need him! Now keep up your strength and fully rebuild yo' tower! You've made it this far already, and there's no point in giving up now! Hiss, if I could see you, I'd give yew a huggle-wuggle in hopes that it would give you some... "oomph!", even though it most likely wont.

You'll be free one day, and you'll be joyous for your entire lifetime that day! Things will change, I can sense it!

[torturedemosoul]

Thankies for giving me the motivation to rebuild my "tower" xD I LUFF YOOO!!!!!