moved to florida, started working at the carnival. in love with my ninja completely. cant believe this is my life now.

Merry Christmas i suppose is in order. Happy holidays to all ya mother fuckers ( Read more... )

He who gets slapped and he who gets saved ( Read more... )

im sick of broken promises...

fucking do it!

lol

i needed a change...

i received a complete manic change...

lmao it appears to be the manic opposite...of my entire life.

lmao

its great
and histerical

gotta love the shit i pull in my life

Everything is too fucked up to even handle lately ( Read more... )

I love him ( Read more... )

I told him the dream of my ring in the beginning...he tried to make it happen.

It was false.

I tell Him the meaning of the ring...and somehow he fullfills the dream to the hilt ( Read more... )

ok...deffinitly i think im going crazy. I havent slept since monday night...and its 3:45 am thursday. Its probably not a good thing when you start having hallucinations...yeah definitly not a good thing...but i just cant sleep!...i mean i know why i cant sleep...but no one else can really know...lol. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh ( Read more... )

I got into College.
I got my classes registered.
I got a job...sorta...
Im graduating from highschool.
The summer is just around the corner.
I look somewhat normal but with the handful of my own new style...
im scared to death...
I feel grown-up.
...I hate life...end of story.

fuck the world. fuck life. fuck me. i hate what i have become or lack there of...since i have no fucking clue what ive become and i have no fucking clue who i am anymore...and ive lost all desire...lost all feeling...lost everything i once new and the only thing that runs through my mind are the thoughts and images of suicide and take my knife and ( Read more... )