I had to put my dog to sleep last night. It was incredibly hard to do. I keep expecting to see her at the top of the stairs or asleep in my room. I keep expecting to have someone to wrestle with or to fall asleep on the couch with me. I buried her this morning. It still hasn't really hit me.

This year sucks.

It is all moving incredibly fast. It always has. And I move incredibly slow. I always have.

Humuhumunukunukuapua'a...yeah bitch.

In the gaps, in between words
Are the things that really intrigue me
It's the gasps, and the sighs
That say more about what's inside you

This is mine and I won't let you have it.

Seriously.

What in the fuck is wrong with this country?

Yay for the Ubuntu release of Firefox 3.0 coinciding with the Windows release. That's the shit right there. Now for some basketball.

To be young and dumb again....

Fuck all that.

Needs:

1. Dishwasher washing stuffs
2. bath soap
3. more bottled water
4. a belt that fits or the ambition to poke a new hole in the one I have
5. deodorant
5. chicken, asparagus, garlic, lemon juice, a small steak, cous cous, broccoli
6. finish garden
7. wash the mutt
8. mow
9. do utils, cash checks
10. fist fight a random clergyman

Push it out of view. Can't you see now is not the time nor the place? And wait for one god damned second. Hold up. Just stop. Let me think. I can't think. Ok ok ok. I got this. I can figure this one out. I just need to stop and think about it, and I can make this work. I just need a minute. I just need one fucking minute. Just make everything stop ( Read more... )