So much has changed, yet not. I lived in Chicago for 7 years. I'm back in Ohio because my mom has MS.

Still making moves, still working, still have anxiety and depression. Still writing.

I wrote this the other day:

FROST & THAW

That pain covered me like a frost that wouldn’t thaw

A pain that I could not comprehend

Duties I could not see to the end

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yesterday i had a 3.70 gpa.
today i have a 3.56 gpa.

prepare to be videotaped.
my hitachi works again.

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okay. i think i am switching from pall mall lights to american spirit lights, granted i find the money and effort to do so ( Read more... )

i moved my journal. when i get around to it, i will add some people ( Read more... )

this journal is dead. oops, sorry.

holy shit. i fucking love patsy cline.

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O glorious day!

I got:

- three japenese toys
- 4398203948234 nintendo stickers from the 80s still in the package for ten cents a piece
- donna summers, starcastle, and elo records
- metro area, emperor x, yo la tengo, bauhaus, and chrome cds
- two knight figurines

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secrets secrets are no fun. secrets secrets hurt someone. ouch.

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