I last did this September 2006 and was wondering how different they'd be now or if I got ones the same would my reasonings be different.

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I have this weird thrumbing energy under my skin and I can't settle and don't want to be here and just want to go home. As a result I'm now planning to essentially commute back up to St Andrews next weekend for a day's work. Which is what £80, just over, in petrol but at the moment I kind of don't care. Admittedly it'd make a hell of a lot more ( Read more... )

I love books and films and shows that make me cry. Also songs (this song right now makes me cry). I cry because they're sad and because they're happy. The bit in my book just now was beautiful so it made me cry ( Read more... )

How have I not written in here since June ( Read more... )

There's a bad thing about working weddings. It's not really bad, it just makes me feel a bit silly ( Read more... )

So I've finished 3rd year. That's incredibly strange and this time next year I'll be waiting on my degree classification. Time is insane. It passes so quickly, blink and you miss it ( Read more... )

Saying I'm tired is easier than explaining that really I'm exhausted and unhapppy for no reason. I'm lonely with no good reason to be and don't know what to do about it because it mostly just feels like I'm whining with no real purpose and I feel I would be judged as such if I explained this to anyone. Nor do I have any idea who I would tell this ( Read more... )

I'm so looking forward to this weekend. I want to see my parents and I want my essay done ( Read more... )

I told Leni I was abstractedly terrfied of this evening. She asked why but it still holds true. It's hard to explain what I mean by abstractedly terrfied. The adbstractedly is the important word. It's like, if I'm excited it has to have a downside and the terrified is that. The fear of the unknown, that I'm going to make a fool of myself, that I'm ( Read more... )

Apparently it snowed again. I didn't notice. Then again I haven't actually unlocked my front door and been outside, or even gotten dressed in the last two days ( Read more... )