Why must I fancy unattainable people?! I still think it's subconscious protection to an extent but maybe not. Maybe I just think I'm not good enough for them. So full of self-doubt it's pathetic. The second 'real' person I've fancied at uni is one of the supervisory type people at work. *sad face ( Read more... )

It's 2.45am and I would like to sleep. I was sleep before I went to bed and now I'm not. Which sucks ( Read more... )

It amuses me that most of the boys playing in this football match are, if not younger than me, the same age as me. This match is interesting. if not a little scrappy, and not really in the fighting sense but in the people giving away balls and tripping over their own feet. Also Nicklas was the only one playing and he's been subbed on. Cesc is in ( Read more... )

( twitter entries I've made over the past year that mean more than just words )

And I felt exactly the same way last year. It's just earlier this year.

I'm not entirely sure I'm enjoying being back at uni. I love being up here but for some reason I seem to get more and more homesick each time I come back to uni ( Read more... )

i think the universe is conspiring against me. i couldn't watch city play arsenal because i was in orielton, although orielton was awesome. i can't go to anfield to watch city play liverpool and i reeeeeeeeally want to but it's raisin weekend so i want to be up here for the sunday and they play on the saturday. i can't compete until february ( Read more... )

( Life is what you make it, take every chance offered. )

So I'm vaguely scared. I feel like I should be way more excited than I actually am. I suppose I shall be more excited when I'm actually in Havana. I'm terrified of the travel, but not the flying. I love flying. I'm just scared of losing my luggage and missing my connecting flights ( Read more... )

Isn't it funny how different things upset you?

The Torchwood mini series that was on last week truly upset me. It genuinely disturbed me and I'm not sure I will ever be able to watch it again. They killed off one of my characters that I adore and it upset me greatly. I could not stop crying, nor could I stop crying through the whole of Day 5. My ( Read more... )