i want to be the helga pataki to the arnold [palmer] that is tracey breese

today i ate some stems and it was good
euphoria euphoria
it was a natty high
everything is chill.
i am so happy.
worries will come later....if not at all.
love.

its been a year since ive lj-ed. so its about time ( Read more... )

today i wore pants for the first time in months.
then i went on a run
then i went night swimming.
and i saw a dead frog

i smoked again today. 2 4 2. then i got tired but realized i needed to do so much more homework. but now im on the computer and im not done with my homework but i dont have my lab tomorrow so i should do it tomorrow afternoon. i dont think il smoke again but i will.

kevin is an idiot.

o so now im at el colegio and like its tight excpet my mac is hard to type on and like it smells bad in the dorm  and yeah.

kevin is tight.

you know what i could do....watch lotr AGAIN
mm perfect.

I have of late,-but wherefore I know not,-lost all my mirth, forgone all custom of exercises; and indeed, it goes so heavily with my disposition that this goodly frame, the earth, seems to me a sterile promontory; this most excellent canopy, the air, look you, this brave o’erhanging firmament, this majestical roof fretted with golden fire,-why, it ( Read more... )

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch
YOURE A FUCKING BITCH

for the longest time i've felt like i missed out on something during high school...and now ive realized it. i havent been having enough fun. i hate my parents i hate my parents i hate my parents. i feel like if they hadnt pushed me so hard i woulda turned out better. i think im sick. in my brain. i can already see it happening to my sister, but no ( Read more... )